Day 19 (Again)

Day 19:

Hello again, I am here to rant.

There's a plus size fashion store I absolutely adore. It's called City Chic and it is the best plus sized store you will ever see. They cater for young, modern women, unlike most plus size stores that just have a lot of black and baggy things, and honestly, suit much older women. It's really hard for me, as a plus sized teen, to find clothing that fits me decently and actually looks like nice. My biggest issue with clothing is that it either accomodates to width or length, like if I was short it would be fine, but the fabric is stretched out width ways, so there's little left for length so my skirts/dresses end up being far too short.

Anyway, the first time I got go into their store in Hamilton Mall and properly try on clothes, it was the best experience of my life. Like, there was never an issue of anything not fitting, of anything being too short, and everything was flattering to my body shape and it was just amazing, and I ended up buying a lovely dress, that I've worn to multiple occasions! In fact, here's a picture:

Second from left btw

Anyway, you're probably all wondering, "She said rant, and I don't see any rant, this is all glowing praise!"

Just wait, I'm getting there.

So basically, I have absolutely no issue with the clothing (Although tbh it's a bit pricey!!) or the store I went to (the workers were so lovely) my real issue is with the site.

 "But what's wrong with it?" You ask. Layout? Breakdowns? No. My real issue is the models.

Maybe it's just because I am plus sized, when I see a size 14 woman, I do not think she is "plus sized". I honestly do not understand why 14 is considered a plus size and is even in plus sized clothing stores. Is this descrimination? Not really, but I guess it is also a compliment?

So, there are four different models used on the City Chic website, and all four of them are Size 14 women. You would think that in a plus size store, they would use an average size? Because when women are shopping are plus sized stores, my first bet is that they're not going be size 14. There are so many places that stock size 14 clothing that it would be much easier (and cheaper) to go into your everyday glassons, or kmart, or wherever they would like, because there is always clothing in their size there. 

When a plus size woman goes onto that website and just sees size 14 women rocking all these clothes so nicely, will she not just think "well they're tiny anyway so how do I really know if it would look nice?" 

But honestly, maybe it is just me. Because that's exactly what I think. Even in a plus size store, the smallest size possible is the one advertised everywhere and you get no diversity at all. Not a 16, not an 18, not a 20. The not-so-plus-sized woman showing off clothes for a plus sized store. Just for me, it makes me really angry. I'm not trying to shame the models themselves by the way, they have the loveliest bodies and they're all like crazy beautiful, obviously it isn't their fault that they're a nice shape and I'm not trying to attack them.

Maybe I am actually over thinking this and over generalising plus sized women and maybe I will upset someone who stumbles across this but hopefully someone agrees with me so I don't seem so crazy.

Anyway yeah, that is all. I hope someone reads this and finds this interesting.

Goodbye!! xo

Day 19

Day 19:

Every day and every night is getting more and more like the one before.

And it's getting incredibly difficult to deal with.

My make up is smudging everywhere. Whose idea was this?

There's so many things I want to write but I do not trust myself at a time like this but I just feel the need to move my hands as I cannot sit still so I may just type a song

one last glance from a taxi cab images scar my mind four weeks felt like years since your full attention was all mine the night was young and so were we talked about life god death and your family didn't want any promises just my undivided honesty and you say oh oh things are gonna change now for the better and oh oh things are gonna change oh they're gonna change i am the patron saint of lost causes a fraction of who i once believed change only a matter of time opinions i wont try and rewrite if life had background music singing your song ive got to be honest i tried to escape you but the orchestra plays on and they sing oh oh things are gonna change now for the better and oh oh things are gonna change oh theyre gonna change hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me give me a time to prove prove i want the rest of yours prelude call this a prelude to a lifetime of you its not that i hang on every word i hang myself on what you repeat its not that i keep hanging on im never letting go hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me save me from myself save me from myself help me save me from myself save me from myself oh oh things are gonna change now for the better and oh oh things are gonna change hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me

at least i have stopped crying now

okay this is all for now i am less fidgety.

goodbye xo

ps. sorry

Day 18

Day 18:

Hello there!!!

I am back, yet again, for an update, mostly because i am bored and lonely and I have nothing better to do!

Wednesday was a really nice day as we went over to Papamoa to Chris' friends bach to spend some time with el Mexican Karol as it was her birthday and it ended up being heaps of fun (although the weather wasn't too flash) and then that night we had a surprise dinner for her at Veseys, which was so incredibly delicious. Then we caused havoc in New World (Sorry Meg) and went to Jebbs and we watched bridesmaids and ate lollies and it was just really nice :)

Yesterday was mine and Alices one year anniversary omg!!!! It was so cute and she gave me the best present no lie and omfg she is so adorable and she makes me so happy and just yes I love her more than anything else in the world she is so incredibly fabulous and perfect and eeeeppp.

This weekend will probably be a very boring weekend unfortunately :( As I am stuck in Pukehina by myself (except for le parents) and it will be uninteresting but I hope the weather is nice because then I can go to the beach (and try scam someone into coming to visit me) so then I will not be all alone and then I have things to do :)

Tonight I'm going to play some Habbo (don't judge me) and watch some Shortland Street and MKR later and just be lazy so all goods :)

Okay this is all for today, I'm not very interesting at all but yoloswag, I shall be back sometime in the near or maybe not so near future

xoxoxoxoxoxxoxo

Day 17

Day 17:

HELLO!!!! Graduation night was SO super duper amazing like omfg I cannot even explain!! 

At Graduation I got an award for Most Friendly which was seriously so surprising cause clearly I am not the most friendly  hahahaha but okay Year 13s ya weirdos :) the food at graduation was so delicious and the ceremony was cute and at the end we all let go of helium balloons then we took some photos like awesome peoples :)

Once Slice and I left, we went to the liquor store and I bought some scrumpy (new fave) and went to Larketas. At first it was a little awkward as there weren't too many people there and I wasn't really properly friends with anyone there, just friendly. But then everyone started showing up and everyone got into the party mood and everyone was drinking and singing and hanging out and having a good time and yeah soon everyone started talking about going out to town and everyone got pumped and was excited :D 

Finally at 12:40 (after 3 double black smirnoff cans and half a bottle of scrumpy), I was off to town with hte perf girlfriend and fellow drunk people! They disappeared once we pulled up but Slice and I went into The Bahama Hut, bumped into Annie and her friends then found our other Year 13s up on the balcony thingy so danced our way up there and just started enjoying ourselves! 

After two more smirnoff cans, I was feeling properly drunk, for the first time since forever and it was fab! The whole time we were there until the club closed was So much fun and the best night out yet! We all left and said goodbye to everyone and got in the car, tired but still drunk and happy.

Then afterwards we went to McDonalds (essential for every night out) and had some delicious although awfully unhealthy food, but no one eats a salad after going out. Anyway, we dropped off the gurls and by the time we got home it was past four, so we crashed on the couch and once everyone woke up we went and slept on mums bed. 

Later that day we went over to Rotorua to grab some stuff from dads and I was feeling quite crap and reaaallly tired tbh but I survived all day without a nap and still stayed up late cause I am dumb XD

Today was pretty relaxing, we woke up at 7:30 to take Kweeg to school for camp and once we got home everyone just went back to sleep till past midday cause swag XD I did some cleaning and I read heaps of SCP articles and I still want to read some more so I will do so after this. 

So yeah the past few days have been fab and I will finish this entry with a couple of photos from town and next time I write there will hopefully be some photos of graduation itself :) 

Until then!! Xxxx

Day 16

Day 16:

HELLO EVERYONE DO YOU REMEMBER MEEE?! I am incredibly sorry about my lack of posts and interaction because I am useless but in good news tomorrow I am graduating High School and moving on to the big wide world!!! 

Okay, maybe not straight away but in a few months! I am excited but more nervous than anything else and it's going to be a very big step and just eep.

Last last weekend was my cousins wedding and it was beyond adorable omg and it was so lovely seeing all my family and spending time with them ad was just an overall perf weekend, and le family loves Slice so all is well :)

I had my last exam last week and since then I have been doing nothing productive at all because I am useless :L

I am looking forward to tomorrow night so much but I hope Graduation isn't too boring and/or too long and I am excited for after drinks and maybe town afterwards and it will just be a fab night that I will probably never forget (hopefully for good reasons!) and yeah! Super exciting, growing up :-) 

Hopefully I will update more since I don't have anything better to do and I stop being lazy, but probably not, no promises.

Maybe I will be back on Friday, we will see!

Bye xox

Day 15

Day 15: 

Hello all, here I am again.

Today has been a below average day, there was minimal study as I could not get my brain to focus, but on the plus side I found some great feminist blogs to follow.

I will probably fail my exam tomorrow, and it will not be surprising, but that is honestly the least of my worries at this point in time.

I want to punch my brother in the face.

I have eaten more food that I knew I should have so now I feel disgusting and useless and gross, but mostly weak because I just cannot seem to do this how I hoped.

Sometimes, I just hate myself, y'know?

Oh great one of these posts again, I thought I had moved past this, although I guess not. I'm presuming these posts will appear now and then and I am sorry to anyone who has to read them because they're probably boring and lame.

 

I want to get really drunk and pass out. 

This dream isn't feeling sweet we're reeling though the midnight streets and i've never felt more alone, it feels so scary getting old. 

I pray that this weekend is nice and i look not so disgusting and I get to spend time  with some people I haven't seen for awhile. I also hope that I find a way home on Sunday afternoon because it is Gary and Daks birthday and I would feel so beyond awful if I missed it. 

Guilt is such a funny emotion because there's no one else you can blame for having it? Like if you're angry you can say someone pissed you off, if you're happy you can say someone made you smile, but if you're guilty thats no ones fault but your own. So you're stuck in this little fucked up bubble of sadness and guilt but there's only yourself to blame and you cannot run, you cannot hide, it is just you and your thoughts and your mistakes and you slowly realise just how complete and utter shit of a person you are in every  possible way. 

And it's all your fault. No one made you that way. You destroyed yourself. 

Until next time xx

Day 14

Day 14:

Dang I am useless! :P

So hello alll :) 

I'm very sorry for not posting the other night! I have totaaallly been really busy (Not at all lerl) but i will stick to that till i die!

For the past two days I have been working but on Friday I went shopping and bought some new clothes and togs that are all very cute :) i will put in a picture of the togs here: 

SAH CUTE!!

On Saturday morning I went into Snap Fitness to check out prices etc and I am still undecided about whether I want to go or not! I have been sticking to my calorie limit and exercise thus far and I hope I continue with that :)

I just downloaded an IQ test app and I did rather well because I am obviously fabulous ;) unfortunately I am not fabulous enough to pass school well but y'know, little things.

Speaking of, i have my first two exams on Tuesday and I am beyond stuffed because I have hardly studied at all but I dont want to fail so lots of study tomorrow!! Then it's two down,  

Two to go!! I just want it all over so I can focus on working and saving lots of money!

I am beyond excited for next weekend, its going to be so good :) wahey party, and bullshit!

Okay this is all for tonight, I will probably be back after my first exams so I can have a cry about being a failure!!

Gooby xxxxx

Day 13

Day 13:

Hello!! I have officially finished school forever wahey!! I am now on study leave although I have not been studying very hard yet but I will get onto that :) 

Monday was a day full of tears and feels and it was absolutely ridiculous. Ijust started   bawling my eyes out and it was not the one! But it was incredibly cute and a good last day!

Our Big Day Out ended up being quite nice and it wasn't too cold and no one was mean and it was very entertaining and a LOT better than school, it was just a pleasant way to remember Year 13.

Last night was prizegiving and it was quite boring but I basically wanted to die because I was given an award for being an LGBT ambassador, and the idea was cute but the embarrassment was not. I did not want every member of staff knowing about me, and even if I did, it is my choice how and when I tell them. That group is supposed to be confidential and anyone that I tell is my decision, it is not something to be announced in a crowded church full of people watching you. 

But oh well, hopefully because it was early on in the night no one remembers, I am probably just worrying because it was about me and maybe no one else even noticed. 

Thats all from me today, I will most likely be back in two days!

Ciao! Dx

Day 12

Day 12:

Hello!

I am very tired and sick so this may be very boring and poorly typed :)

So last night was the gala, and it was pretty good, the fireworks were cool but I could smell all the food so I was just crying on the inside but I didn't get anything so I think I did well :)

After the gala we went to Isaacs and watched some movies and it was a chilled night, except for the fact that I could not sleep at all and I had already been awake since five when my alarm for work went off at seven and I felt so awful and it just wasn't a good morning :( But I survived and work wasn't too ridiculous but I was wearing new shoes and they killed my feet so when I had to walk to the plaza I just swagged on out and wore my socks cause I'm clearly awesome. 

Ooh yesterday I bought a super cute dress and I love it and I'm going to wear it to my cousins wedding and omg just yes it is fabulous! 

Tomorrow is my last day of school FOREVER!! and im super nervous about failing my exams but I'm praying that I won't and that I will actually get uni entrance cause other wise that would be embarrassing hahaha. But we have to stand in a bug line and say goodbye to aaallll of the teachers and then do our year 13 dance and idk it will probably be quite cute but yeah. On Tuesday we have our Year 13 Big Day Out and I'm so hoping it will be good and people won't be mean to me cause togs and yes :S its very worrying.

Anyway, i'll worry about that more on Tuesday morning, for now I just gotta relax and make sure I don't get more sick!!

Okay, i will finish this blog post with a cool picture from the gala

Bye!! :)

Day 11

Day 11:

Hello everyone. This is just a quick post since I am crazy tired and I just want to sleep!  

Last night I went to a halloween party And got far too drunk and now I feel not so great :( But was so worth it cause it was a crazy good party and I had some good chats with people and I learnt some things I never would have guessed. I also discovered I do actually like cindys after claiming for years that they were disgusting. 

Tomorrow night is gala night and our group still has nooo idea where we are going or what we're doing Afterwards WOOPS but im sure we will work it out eventually. 

Okay I feel my death approaching so I'm going to get ready for bed then crash, I may be back tomorrow night! :)

xoxo gossip girl

Day 10

Day 10:

Alice is a doge. With a bloge. 

Hello everyone :) sorry for the lack of post yesterday but I have a few things to update on!

Today I have decided that I want to eat a lot more healthy :) It was just some random thought on the bus and I gave Kweegan my chocolate and Alice my zombie and I refrained from eating hte bad things during our shared lunch today at school. I also made a healthy dinner and refrained from bad dressings etc so it is going okay so far even though its been a day XD

Tomorrow night we are having le halloween party at Erins and Andrews and it is going to be superrr cool and I am excited :-) I need to write my english speech tomorrow and some chemistry notes so it doesn't look like I'm cheating haha! 

Which of course i didn't

Well not technically but shh little things no problems xo

In Small Groups we did a cute activity where we write nice things about each other and it was very nice and I like berreh much :3

Okay i think that is all, I may update before I go partying tomorrow night

Baaiiii xx

Day 9

Day 9

YEAH

UHUHUH

YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS

GREY AND SILVER GREY AND SILVER GREY AND SILVER GREY AND SILVER

HI EVERYONE!!

I would lie and say I've been too busyto write   but mostly i've been lazy hehe.

I have been working for the past three days and it has been some crazy busy shit :( Especially yesterday. i worked for eight and a half hours with no break, it was super shitty but i will be extra happy on pay day! I want to buy some summer dresses that aren't too short and also because I just like dresses hehe.

I want to dress up for halloween mufti on Thursday but I dont have any ideas sohopefully  Alice does and she makes me look super cool!

Tomorrow I am kind of looking forward to school but thats mostly because I will sleep and also because I can learn new spanish words since I went quite well on my other vocab cards :)

This morning mum shouted me breakfast and it was so delicious and omg just yay :D and I got a break at work today so all was well. 

We finished Orphan Black and it was faaaaabulously amazing as per usual and now we must find a new show!! I don't want to have to wait until next year for all the good shows new seasons to come out :( But I am super excited for Catching Fire next month wahey!! :D 

I spent tonight leaping around, singing and dancing because I was super hyper and I made a delicious dinner (lamb, salad, and wedges) hehe and I wish I took a photo cause it looked amaze and tasted as good too :) 

Okay that is all for tonight, I should be back tomorrow, if not I SAHRRY

Bai xxxxx

Day 8

Day 8

Hey errbodeh!

I have just finished Season 2 of Catfish: The TV Show and the reunion was overall quite uninteresting and nothing too exciting happened except for Derek proposing to Lauren which was super cute :') I hoped the psycho guy with the doge that wasn't really his doge was on there, but then again he may have killed everyone or something.
I still ship Nev and Max.

Today at school I made more Spanish flashcards and learnt some words and made a pretty chain made out of paper that Alice will totally hang on her wall/somewhere and if she doesn't I will make her into a pretty chain and hang her on my wall :-)

She just read me typing that and then she ran. She is now finding somewhere to hang it up.

Mwuahahahaha.

But I put a new link on for every word I got right but then I ran out of links so I do actually know more than 22 words. I did very well and I should practice them again tonight but I have a girlfriend to entertain and she is now clinging to me like a dropbear. I should have done it in the five hours I had alone but I just played The Sims 3 the whole time and my family is perf :D Alice and I adopted a baby and she turned out to be very black with bright blonde hair. She obviously isn't adopted ;)

In biology we discussed various babies, such as yellow babies and green babies then we moved onto asparagus then oven chips then food then University. It was incredibly entertaining and I learnt (maybe not so relevant) things!

After I finish this we're going to watch Orphan Black, I think we're up to episode 5 now, and unfortunately tomorrow I have to work which makes me super sad :( But oh  well I will survive!

Okay, I'm going to go now because Alice is not a dropbear and now she hates me and is staring at the computer screen. And by stare I mean glare. I love you Alice I am sorry please don't kill me in my sleep.

I repeat, Alice is not like a dropbear in any sort of way.

Please don't kill me because I'm not Australian.

Okay bai everybody :-) If I don't come back, I have died xx

Day 7

Day 7:

KIA ORA NEW ZEALAND, I'M SAMANTHA AROHA WOOD.

Today has been a mildy productive day involving many delicious sandwiches made by my perfect girlfriend and holy chiz they were just amazing.

To be honest I didn't really learn anything all day at school, nor did I complete any work, although I did some cross words :)

Currently I am doing some awesome IT work because my LOL launcher won't start and it is becoming incerdibly irritating and I hope the thing I am downloading now makes it work because I want to play :'(

In good news, I have painted my finger nails in halloween fashion... even though it is a week before halloween. I will insert a picture here:

if you can't see that, there is a graveyard, blood drips, frankenstein, a ghost and a skull hehe

i would show you my other hand but it's a lot worse so we'll just pretend that it's decently done okay yay :D I know that it is too early for halloween themed nails but I really like them and they took some time! They kept smudging and dying and I had to keep redoing them over and over and over but now they are decent and i hope they last until tomorrow at least!

Today I tried some delicious sauces for ice cream, and there is one that is white chocolate and peach shnapps and omfg just so much love.

Speaking of, did you know i love white chocolate? Like, love love love love. So heres one of my favourite white chocolate recipes.

Homemade White Hot Chocolate

Cook Time: 15 minutes

Total Time: 15 minutes

Yield: About 5 cups

Ingredients

• 4 cups of milk of your choice (or you can substitute heavy cream or half and half, or do a mixture)
• 1 tsp. vanilla extract
• 8 oz. white chocolate, chopped into small pieces (or white chocolate chips)
• whipped cream or marshmallows for topping

Method

Stir together milk, vanilla and chopped white chocolate in a medium saucepan. Cook over medium-low heat, stirring occasionally, until the white hot chocolate comes to a simmer. (Do not let it come to a boil.) Remove from heat and serve immediately, topped with whipped cream or marshmallows if desired.

Source

See, yum yum yum!! Okay everyone, that is all for today, I'm going to enjoy some ice cream and sauce and I will be back tomorrow :)

Goodnight!! xx

Day 6:

Day 6

I am currently trying to type this blog in srs business fashion but I am being distracted by hte girlfriend who is incredibly cute and i love her a lot. What a little shit though for reals.

Okay so today I accidentally fell back asleep after my alarm and was in mc crazy mad rush to get all my stuff together before I had to catch the bus and unfortunately I nearly forgot my school bag which in the end wouldn't have really mattered because I don't think I used it once today, except for pen purposes.

Hte girlfriend is mean to me just because she is tumblr famous and I'm not. (She's not really tumblr famous she has like 3 followers and I have 2 so really we aren't that far apart.) (And her third follower is a blog she made for her doge.)

Currently we are waiting for the two latest episodes of catfish to download and after I make this highly interesting and super informative blog post we are going to finally watch episode 2 of Orphan Black (Yes, we have been waiting this long) and I'm just excited for eventual lesbians because why wouldn't you want to watch a show with hot lesbians. (OITNB, The Fosters) But I'm sure that we will watch it all far too quickly and then we will be lacking in hot lesbian tv shows until we find a new one to binge watch,

Tonight we got some delicious, unhealthy fried chicken and went to a dance performance at our school which wasn't too bad although a little boring at times, and there was this twelve year old boy with one of those awful t shirts they make for guys for example, "orgasm donor". This guys said "Friends + Benefits = Awesome." and seriously he couldn't have been over 15 and he probably thought he was the coolest ever and I just laughed so hard every time I looked at him.

Tomorrow we have to get up super early and then we have to finish our chemistry internal (and not cheat) and mehr school mehr it is super facking gay and I am so glad it is over soon :')

EXCEPT ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL WE'RE GOING TO A WATER PARK AND UGH TOGS IN FRONT OF EVERY YEAR 13 YEAH AHAHAHAHAH NO THANKS I AM WEARING JEANS AND A JERSEY OKAY GREAT BYE.

Anyways that is all for now, I shall be back tomorrow or some shiet.

BAI :D

Day 5

Day 5: 

Hello internet!! How are we all today?

Today started off quite poorly and I was incredibly tired and I just wanted to go back to sleep but unfortunately I couldn't :'( Luckily I got to sleep in maths and I have been playing cookie clicker throughout the day and imo it is going incredibly well!

For lunch we did the smart kid thing and drove down to town to get sushi (which was perf) and we definitely weren't the only ones as we bumped into numerous other hungry Year 13s. 

I find myself doing less and less in all of my classes and I should be caring more than I do but I just dont, which is incredibly bad and it could end really poorly and I hope I stop being an idiot and stop being so lazy and I get my shit together soon.

I really want to have a nap but I know that means I will stay up all night watching tv (which isn't too bad) but I will definitely regret it but I may do it anyway because YOLO.

Tomorrow night I am staying with hte girlfriend so there may not be a post but hopefully there is :)

Until next time! :3

Day 4 (Although late.)

Day 4: I was planning to write today at achool but the computers dont like google things :(

So as I am typing this on my ipod the level of typos will be incredibly high and the level of lame even higher.

Over the weekend I went to a wedding that was SO cute and lovely and just awwww everywhere :')

I got to share a hotel room with hte girlfriend which was really cool and adorable and definitely would do again and again!! The reception was amazing and those hours of making and decorating cupcakes paid off as they looked SO good on the night and I am so proud of our efforts :)

I spent my day trying to win a round of minesweeper (WHICH I FINALLY DID!!) and i hung out with some of my friends I haven't really talked to or seen lately so it was really nice to have everyone together as a group and I hope it happens more often!

It was also boiling hot today and I really need to invest in some sunblock but alas I have lost my eftpos card so that will not be happening anytime soon :( I hope my legs do get a little less egg shell white though.

Today was my last ever LGBTS meeting and that made me really sad but we had some yum food :) i'm going to miss those meetings man :'(

OH also my favourite drunk guy from the 11 Drunk Guys/ABOP is now following me on tumblr and he said I was his favourite :D I WAS SO EXCITED

Okay that is all for today but I should be back tomorrow with more interesting things and a longer blog post.

Goodnight everyone!! xo

Day 3

Day 3:

Yes i know, i know. This is technically Day 4 but I was busy last night and I will be away for the next few days so there will be a lack of posts :(

Unfortunately I am sick and so I didnt go to school and just sat at Alices and watched catfish and slept :3

We have also started a show called Orphan Black and it was very good and now we are waiting for the second episode to download and it has taken ninety nine years.

I know this is very short but I am on my ipod and it is very hard to type so I am off now but will be back on Sunday night :)

Until then xx

Day 2

Day 2:

I am currently not in the best head space right now, but I will try to move past that to make a not so depressing blog entry, because nobody has time for depressing blogs.

As I was rudely awoken this morning by my brother barging in, telling me that 1. Neither of my alarms went off, 2. It was 10 past 8 in the morning and 3. We had missed the bus and would not be attending school that day, I pretty much knew that it was going to be an awful day. Luckily, I was mostly wrong.

I ended up going to school (although very late), after enjoying kebabs for lunch with the girlfriend and chilling out on the kids playground for an hour or so, which of course, was incredibly nice.

Although there are people (there's just one person) who I  was not looking forward to seeing I was incredibly happy to see all my other friends after a long two weeks holiday, although I'm sure they'll be back to annoying me within a few days, although really it isn't their fault, I just get annoyed easily, by, well, everyone.

I was looking forward to school tomorrow, but now not so much and I honestly just want to stay at home for hopefully the rest of the year, or maybe eternity.

I feel like I am a robot.

I said this blog entry wouldn't be too depressing so I better lighten up soon before I change my background colours to black and red and change the blog title to "My unforunate life" or some Simple Plan lyircs.

Speaking of bands, I have found a new band called "Conditions" (Click that to go to their last.fm), and they're quite good so I've downloaded their latest album and put it onto my phone.

I also feel like I will be up incredibly late tonight and I'm going to set about twenty alarms for the morning so I dont have any dilemmas and get incredibly angry like I did this morning. I also have to make a phone call tomorrow and just thinking about it is making me nauseous.

I am very happy I have bubble wrap sitting right next to me.

I'm done with tonight. Hopefully tomorrow's entry will be a lot less 'I am an annoying emo teenager' and more 'I'm a perfectly fine teenager with a semi-interesting, positive blog."

Let's just hope for the best eh?

Night all xx

Update: Day 1

Day 1 Update

It is now twenty to two and I have nbow finished the Lorde Album for the second time.
I have also completely customised my blog so it was really a very productive hour me thinks :)

I'm sure that soon I will be forced into sleep as my body begins to grow too weary to continue typing/sitting/clicking, but until then I will find new things to occupy myself with.

And I'm hoping tomorrow will not be too awful of a day.

This should be all for tonight, for real now though.

Peace out.

Day 1: What am I doing with my life?

Day 1:

Hello, all. After seeing my friend Missy's blog, I decided that doing a daily blog will probably be incredibly interesting, although I'm not too sure how long I will continue this on, before I get incredibly bored.

Tomorrow is the first day of school of Term 4. I have not begun to write my english speech, it is twenty to one in the morning and I must get up in six hours time. The only thing getting me through school days is the fact that they are slowly depleting and Alice.

I am restless yet tired, bored yet entertained, and overall I am fine.

This blog will probably be the most uninteresting thing on the internet. I'm sure I will post many things over the days, from what I've been doing, what others have been doing, how I'm feeling about certain things and my opinions/views.

I'm currently listening to Lorde's Album, Pure Heroine and although there are a few songs that I'm not too keen on, I'm sure the more I listen the more I'll love them. In fact, here's a short review of a few tracks on the album:

Tennis Court: When I first heard this song, I didn't like it. I was honestly disappointed and I thought the video was incredibly creepy, but now I find myself singing it constantly.

400 Lux: One of my absolute favourites, reminds me of my girlfriend and now the ball and it makes me incredibly happy. Listening to her lyrics makes me forget that she is just sixteen.

Royals: The song that started it all. What a perfect first single, it was something new and fresh and different and something that wasn't common on radios or tv, it was exciting. Even now, over six months later since it was first released in NZ, it is still something I can listen to happily.

Team: Favourite track of this album. Catchy, simple and Ella's voice is so powerful, mesmerising almost. I listen to it over and over and over because I adore it more than any other song.

I'll do some more when I familiarise myself with the tracks I'm not quite sure of more, then I can do the whole album :) I might do some other albums and/or songs when I find things to review, maybe I'll even do some tv shows/movies or games, but this is all depending on me not growing incredibly lazy, and this could possibly occur. I hope to continue this though.

Well, this is all for now. I shall be back tomorrow, well unless I somehow die because I despise school so much.

Until then xx