Wednesday 18 December 2013

Day 19 (Again)

Day 19:

Hello again, I am here to rant.

There's a plus size fashion store I absolutely adore. It's called City Chic and it is the best plus sized store you will ever see. They cater for young, modern women, unlike most plus size stores that just have a lot of black and baggy things, and honestly, suit much older women. It's really hard for me, as a plus sized teen, to find clothing that fits me decently and actually looks like nice. My biggest issue with clothing is that it either accomodates to width or length, like if I was short it would be fine, but the fabric is stretched out width ways, so there's little left for length so my skirts/dresses end up being far too short.

Anyway, the first time I got go into their store in Hamilton Mall and properly try on clothes, it was the best experience of my life. Like, there was never an issue of anything not fitting, of anything being too short, and everything was flattering to my body shape and it was just amazing, and I ended up buying a lovely dress, that I've worn to multiple occasions! In fact, here's a picture:

Second from left btw

Anyway, you're probably all wondering, "She said rant, and I don't see any rant, this is all glowing praise!"
Just wait, I'm getting there.

So basically, I have absolutely no issue with the clothing (Although tbh it's a bit pricey!!) or the store I went to (the workers were so lovely) my real issue is with the site.

 "But what's wrong with it?" You ask. Layout? Breakdowns? No. My real issue is the models.

Maybe it's just because I am plus sized, when I see a size 14 woman, I do not think she is "plus sized". I honestly do not understand why 14 is considered a plus size and is even in plus sized clothing stores. Is this descrimination? Not really, but I guess it is also a compliment?

So, there are four different models used on the City Chic website, and all four of them are Size 14 women. You would think that in a plus size store, they would use an average size? Because when women are shopping are plus sized stores, my first bet is that they're not going be size 14. There are so many places that stock size 14 clothing that it would be much easier (and cheaper) to go into your everyday glassons, or kmart, or wherever they would like, because there is always clothing in their size there. 

When a plus size woman goes onto that website and just sees size 14 women rocking all these clothes so nicely, will she not just think "well they're tiny anyway so how do I really know if it would look nice?" 

But honestly, maybe it is just me. Because that's exactly what I think. Even in a plus size store, the smallest size possible is the one advertised everywhere and you get no diversity at all. Not a 16, not an 18, not a 20. The not-so-plus-sized woman showing off clothes for a plus sized store. Just for me, it makes me really angry. I'm not trying to shame the models themselves by the way, they have the loveliest bodies and they're all like crazy beautiful, obviously it isn't their fault that they're a nice shape and I'm not trying to attack them.

Maybe I am actually over thinking this and over generalising plus sized women and maybe I will upset someone who stumbles across this but hopefully someone agrees with me so I don't seem so crazy.

Anyway yeah, that is all. I hope someone reads this and finds this interesting.

Goodbye!! xo

Day 19

Day 19:

Every day and every night is getting more and more like the one before.

And it's getting incredibly difficult to deal with.

My make up is smudging everywhere. Whose idea was this?

There's so many things I want to write but I do not trust myself at a time like this but I just feel the need to move my hands as I cannot sit still so I may just type a song

one last glance from a taxi cab images scar my mind four weeks felt like years since your full attention was all mine the night was young and so were we talked about life god death and your family didn't want any promises just my undivided honesty and you say oh oh things are gonna change now for the better and oh oh things are gonna change oh they're gonna change i am the patron saint of lost causes a fraction of who i once believed change only a matter of time opinions i wont try and rewrite if life had background music singing your song ive got to be honest i tried to escape you but the orchestra plays on and they sing oh oh things are gonna change now for the better and oh oh things are gonna change oh theyre gonna change hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me give me a time to prove prove i want the rest of yours prelude call this a prelude to a lifetime of you its not that i hang on every word i hang myself on what you repeat its not that i keep hanging on im never letting go hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me save me from myself save me from myself help me save me from myself save me from myself oh oh things are gonna change now for the better and oh oh things are gonna change hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me hands like secrets are the hardest things to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down repair you dismantle me you dismantle me

at least i have stopped crying now

okay this is all for now i am less fidgety.

goodbye xo

ps. sorry

Friday 6 December 2013

Day 18

Day 18:

Hello there!!!

I am back, yet again, for an update, mostly because i am bored and lonely and I have nothing better to do!

Wednesday was a really nice day as we went over to Papamoa to Chris' friends bach to spend some time with el Mexican Karol as it was her birthday and it ended up being heaps of fun (although the weather wasn't too flash) and then that night we had a surprise dinner for her at Veseys, which was so incredibly delicious. Then we caused havoc in New World (Sorry Meg) and went to Jebbs and we watched bridesmaids and ate lollies and it was just really nice :)

Yesterday was mine and Alices one year anniversary omg!!!! It was so cute and she gave me the best present no lie and omfg she is so adorable and she makes me so happy and just yes I love her more than anything else in the world she is so incredibly fabulous and perfect and eeeeppp.

This weekend will probably be a very boring weekend unfortunately :( As I am stuck in Pukehina by myself (except for le parents) and it will be uninteresting but I hope the weather is nice because then I can go to the beach (and try scam someone into coming to visit me) so then I will not be all alone and then I have things to do :)

Tonight I'm going to play some Habbo (don't judge me) and watch some Shortland Street and MKR later and just be lazy so all goods :)

Okay this is all for today, I'm not very interesting at all but yoloswag, I shall be back sometime in the near or maybe not so near future

xoxoxoxoxoxxoxo